Ameriblush
Violin player.
Ameriblush here, nice to meet you all! 
I am a college-grad school age tech employee aspie with minor skills in ethical hacking to protect small businesses. I am a huge fan of JRPGs, birds of prey, Russian history, American culture, video games, DnB and 70's funk music, and drawing.
I am a currently struggling with dealing with my disorder now that I have gone back to school and will soon join the workforce, and I am recognizing how much stress, angst, and anger that I've internalized over the years due to the struggles I've had.
I mainly blamed myself and considered myself lazy, broken, or both, and I never realized how toxic my viewpoint was until recently, when I had to drop a class I was failing in and felt the stress come off of me. I only just accepted my condition, and just realized it's impacted my past years in so many ways that I didn't see before. I decided that one of my steps to understanding my condition and loving it for it's strengths were to talk to people who were like me and understood me.
So here I am. :3
I am a college-grad school age tech employee aspie with minor skills in ethical hacking to protect small businesses. I am a huge fan of JRPGs, birds of prey, Russian history, American culture, video games, DnB and 70's funk music, and drawing. I am a currently struggling with dealing with my disorder now that I have gone back to school and will soon join the workforce, and I am recognizing how much stress, angst, and anger that I've internalized over the years due to the struggles I've had.
I mainly blamed myself and considered myself lazy, broken, or both, and I never realized how toxic my viewpoint was until recently, when I had to drop a class I was failing in and felt the stress come off of me. I only just accepted my condition, and just realized it's impacted my past years in so many ways that I didn't see before. I decided that one of my steps to understanding my condition and loving it for it's strengths were to talk to people who were like me and understood me.
So here I am. :3
