Fantasia
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I don't actually know if I'm autistic. My social worker thinks so, but at this rate it is going to take 5 years before I get assessed. Since it is less than a month before I completely lose my temper with the process, I guess it's not going to happen.
In the meantime I am on antidepressants and I am not happy about it. I've been suffering from anxiety and depression since literally forever. I don't make friends. I sure as hell don't keep them. I've recently been going through one of those "I'm terribly lonely" patches but sanity has just about prevailed and I remembered I'm totally allergic to other humans.
I'm in my early thirties and female. A lack of companionship is a hallmark of my whole life. I am often afraid to leave the house because that means having to deal with people and the world. On top of that, I have dyscalculia and sometimes moments of confusion. Far from being slow in my development, I was always far ahead of the class, particularly in reading and vocabulary. My friends and parents are always short tempered with me and never seem to be on my wavelength. At the moment I am very grumpy about it, as they do tend to come across like a load of unreasonable idiots.
So, er, hello.
In the meantime I am on antidepressants and I am not happy about it. I've been suffering from anxiety and depression since literally forever. I don't make friends. I sure as hell don't keep them. I've recently been going through one of those "I'm terribly lonely" patches but sanity has just about prevailed and I remembered I'm totally allergic to other humans.
I'm in my early thirties and female. A lack of companionship is a hallmark of my whole life. I am often afraid to leave the house because that means having to deal with people and the world. On top of that, I have dyscalculia and sometimes moments of confusion. Far from being slow in my development, I was always far ahead of the class, particularly in reading and vocabulary. My friends and parents are always short tempered with me and never seem to be on my wavelength. At the moment I am very grumpy about it, as they do tend to come across like a load of unreasonable idiots.
So, er, hello.
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