The Reaver of Darkness
Active Member
When I was a child in school, I felt I didn't fit in with the other kids, so I made up the story that I was from another planet. I had a bunch of imaginary friends I designed; I drew pictures of them and claimed they were the people I knew on my home planet. My primary friend was Ziggy. I don't remember the name of the planet, or if it even had one. The other friends were Ziego, Grok, Griggy, and four others I have forgotten. I got the initial idea from an image in Weekly World News showing several alien life forms which all looked radically different, and it was also influenced by pop culture.
I'm not very good at introductions, so I decided I felt more comfortable just launching into a discussion about a subject that interested me.
Anyway, I told people I was from this world I imagined, and that I had come to Earth to observe the people and visit. I drew some inspiration from a film I liked a lot about a boy in school who was very strange and could solve puzzles with blinding speed. It turned out he was really an alien masquerading as a human. I wish I could find that movie again, but I don't remember what it's called.
Ever since then I had tried to find an explanation for why I am so different from everyone else. I never got exposed to other children with autism and I grew up suspecting I was totally alone in my nature, save for some similarity with immediate family members. But after I discovered what autism really is maybe a couple years ago, the pieces all seemed to fit. And after coming to this forum today, I have seen that many of you think, talk, and act like I do. You have "strange" mannerisms that I have. You all make sense to me, and I'll probably make sense to you. I finally feel like I have a place where I belong. I've already heard several people here say things which I think make perfect sense, but which I am sure NTs would disagree with.
I'm not very good at introductions, so I decided I felt more comfortable just launching into a discussion about a subject that interested me.
Anyway, I told people I was from this world I imagined, and that I had come to Earth to observe the people and visit. I drew some inspiration from a film I liked a lot about a boy in school who was very strange and could solve puzzles with blinding speed. It turned out he was really an alien masquerading as a human. I wish I could find that movie again, but I don't remember what it's called.
Ever since then I had tried to find an explanation for why I am so different from everyone else. I never got exposed to other children with autism and I grew up suspecting I was totally alone in my nature, save for some similarity with immediate family members. But after I discovered what autism really is maybe a couple years ago, the pieces all seemed to fit. And after coming to this forum today, I have seen that many of you think, talk, and act like I do. You have "strange" mannerisms that I have. You all make sense to me, and I'll probably make sense to you. I finally feel like I have a place where I belong. I've already heard several people here say things which I think make perfect sense, but which I am sure NTs would disagree with.