Merete
Fairy
I have always had difficulty identifying/naming notes. And it`s so embarrassing! When I went to music school, my teachers were horrified of my poor skills in identifying intervals, chords and so on... I am a high leveled pianist (both jazz and classical) and are composing in-the-moment. SO.... WHY do I have that problem?
One teacher said I should quit musicschool, and take private lessons for it. That was just awful. And I have done a lot of ear training. ALOT. It just doesn't work. So after I got my diagnosis for ASD, I wondered: Is that maybe some traits of my asd? Before I got my diagnosis, I just kept it for myself- trying to hide it as good as I could. My analyze was that I hade a different pathway from my auditory to (maybe language) area in my brain... heheh. Maybe it is so?
People on the spectrum have these "genius" musicians who hade perfect pitch. Sometimes I feel I have perfect pitch, because I feel I see the notes like pictures in my head- and just know what they are. BUT- I can never NAME them... I can never do this when I am a little bit anxious, or trying to prove myself or others what I "think" (maybe) I can do.
I just wonder- are there any other musicians that feel like they have the same issue? (normal people usually cannot name an interval when they hear it-- or a chord---but trained musicians should maybe have the skill when learned...It shouldn't be that hard....) I MEAN- EVERYONE IN MY CLASS COULD DO IT!!!!! It is embarrassing for me to explain to fellow musicians my problem- because I feel they do not understand. And they think I am just stupid or not talented at all.
By the way--- I feel that D is light blue, E is red, F is green, G is green, A is yellow, B is pink, C i dark blue. But I do not see the colours like those with Synesthesia- in front of me. Only in mye head.
One teacher said I should quit musicschool, and take private lessons for it. That was just awful. And I have done a lot of ear training. ALOT. It just doesn't work. So after I got my diagnosis for ASD, I wondered: Is that maybe some traits of my asd? Before I got my diagnosis, I just kept it for myself- trying to hide it as good as I could. My analyze was that I hade a different pathway from my auditory to (maybe language) area in my brain... heheh. Maybe it is so?
People on the spectrum have these "genius" musicians who hade perfect pitch. Sometimes I feel I have perfect pitch, because I feel I see the notes like pictures in my head- and just know what they are. BUT- I can never NAME them... I can never do this when I am a little bit anxious, or trying to prove myself or others what I "think" (maybe) I can do.
I just wonder- are there any other musicians that feel like they have the same issue? (normal people usually cannot name an interval when they hear it-- or a chord---but trained musicians should maybe have the skill when learned...It shouldn't be that hard....) I MEAN- EVERYONE IN MY CLASS COULD DO IT!!!!! It is embarrassing for me to explain to fellow musicians my problem- because I feel they do not understand. And they think I am just stupid or not talented at all.
By the way--- I feel that D is light blue, E is red, F is green, G is green, A is yellow, B is pink, C i dark blue. But I do not see the colours like those with Synesthesia- in front of me. Only in mye head.