This is what I've felt I have done all my life. You know the phrase "sink or swim"? Yes, we're thrown out into the world to sink or swim.
Swimming seems to come so easy for others and I can only doggie paddle so I can't keep up with the others, I'm more likely to drown because you can only doggie paddle for very short periods of time and, hopefully able to float when I'm out in the deep and can't paddle another stroke.
My brother and sister loved to water ski and I went with them a few times (but stayed in the boat). I did try to ski once - they made it look so fun and easy. After 15 minutes of struggling to keep my face dry and stay afloat and trying to slip my foot into the ski foot things and then trying to stay afloat while trying to keep that ski on and try to get the other on, I was too tired to ski - I never successfully got both feet into the skis at the same time. They just jump in the water, slip the skis on and take off. I can't even get the skis on and if I can't get past step 1 I'm never going to accomplish step 2. I'm not afraid of the water, I'm just very uncomfortable and stiff as a board in the water (even more than usual). So I just watch them ski and I continue to either sit in the boat or doggie paddle my way through.
Oh, even though I can't do it myself, I did teach my kids to swim.
So I've doggie paddled my way through life.
How are some ways you would describe your life?
Swimming seems to come so easy for others and I can only doggie paddle so I can't keep up with the others, I'm more likely to drown because you can only doggie paddle for very short periods of time and, hopefully able to float when I'm out in the deep and can't paddle another stroke.
My brother and sister loved to water ski and I went with them a few times (but stayed in the boat). I did try to ski once - they made it look so fun and easy. After 15 minutes of struggling to keep my face dry and stay afloat and trying to slip my foot into the ski foot things and then trying to stay afloat while trying to keep that ski on and try to get the other on, I was too tired to ski - I never successfully got both feet into the skis at the same time. They just jump in the water, slip the skis on and take off. I can't even get the skis on and if I can't get past step 1 I'm never going to accomplish step 2. I'm not afraid of the water, I'm just very uncomfortable and stiff as a board in the water (even more than usual). So I just watch them ski and I continue to either sit in the boat or doggie paddle my way through.
Oh, even though I can't do it myself, I did teach my kids to swim.
So I've doggie paddled my way through life.
How are some ways you would describe your life?