Among the many things that gets me wired is an inability to come to grips with how often I was bullied and disrespected in life, including a few times as an adult.
I feel as though there must be something about my personality, temperment, movement, disposition, posture, or something that makes it either fun or OK to disrespect me.
Some of a fraction of the examples include:
1. Not given a seat on my 7th grade bus so I had to sit on the floor on the way to school. Even the bus driver laughed at this.
2. Being dumped in a trash can in 7th grade by two strangers.
3. Having a student put his hand up my shirt and make nipples.
4. Having a student come up to me and shove the books out of my arm.
5. My "friend" dumping a trash can over my head in class.
6. Same friend ripping books out of my hand and taking books out of my locker, multiple times.
7. Student just shoved me down a flight of outdoor stairs for no reason
8. Student passed wind in my face in the locker room every day.
9. same student in charge of passing out towels. refused to give me one so i got dressed wet.
10. Student spent an hour drawing big blob in felt pen all up my arm in class.
11. Student in geometry class sitting behind me would randomly sock me in the back multiple times
12. Student would rip my gym clothes out of my arms as I walked home from school. Multiple times
As an adult when 30 years old,
13 A fellow in my aerobics class wanted the spot where i was standing. He picked me up around the waist, and physically moved me stating " I want you over here"
14, A friend in step aerobics, kicks my steps over and says, "Get these out of here."
He wanted my spot.
15. In college, student kept insisting on borrowing my notes for two days and would not take no for an answer.
16. Two other students in college wanted to take my textbook home since they lost theirs.
I simply cannot be this unlucky. People read the vulnerability in me, and take advantage.
Has anyone experienced anything like these examples? No wonder I am 61 and have never earned more that $27,000.
Did they pick up on my autism, or is it likely something else?
I feel as though there must be something about my personality, temperment, movement, disposition, posture, or something that makes it either fun or OK to disrespect me.
Some of a fraction of the examples include:
1. Not given a seat on my 7th grade bus so I had to sit on the floor on the way to school. Even the bus driver laughed at this.
2. Being dumped in a trash can in 7th grade by two strangers.
3. Having a student put his hand up my shirt and make nipples.
4. Having a student come up to me and shove the books out of my arm.
5. My "friend" dumping a trash can over my head in class.
6. Same friend ripping books out of my hand and taking books out of my locker, multiple times.
7. Student just shoved me down a flight of outdoor stairs for no reason
8. Student passed wind in my face in the locker room every day.
9. same student in charge of passing out towels. refused to give me one so i got dressed wet.
10. Student spent an hour drawing big blob in felt pen all up my arm in class.
11. Student in geometry class sitting behind me would randomly sock me in the back multiple times
12. Student would rip my gym clothes out of my arms as I walked home from school. Multiple times
As an adult when 30 years old,
13 A fellow in my aerobics class wanted the spot where i was standing. He picked me up around the waist, and physically moved me stating " I want you over here"
14, A friend in step aerobics, kicks my steps over and says, "Get these out of here."
He wanted my spot.
15. In college, student kept insisting on borrowing my notes for two days and would not take no for an answer.
16. Two other students in college wanted to take my textbook home since they lost theirs.
I simply cannot be this unlucky. People read the vulnerability in me, and take advantage.
Has anyone experienced anything like these examples? No wonder I am 61 and have never earned more that $27,000.
Did they pick up on my autism, or is it likely something else?
Last edited: