Sam Wilson
Member
I think I'm having a meltdown. I've been living the same routine with a friend for years now, I like our the arrangement and up until last year everything started to change. We grew apart and now he just recently said to me that it's over and I'll be sure to find another friend (replacement) if I get out there more. I know the transition to adulthood is partially responsible for it but it still its a hard pill to swallow.
I've had several girlfriends in the past but I'm surprisingly more affected by the loss of my friend than a girl breaking up with me. It's something that I can't understand but my emotions are running high and it just killed my will to do anything anymore...nothing is fun now. I dont know if I have Borderline Personality Disorder but I am I have Asperger's.
Any tips on coping. It feels daunting that I have to change so much in my life the same time I transition to everything related to adulthood. Coping with my job and work mates is hard enough but now I feel that my rock is gone and I'm all alone. ME and my brother are really close that I treat him as a friend but I still feel alone. I never been told, a straight up were finished, sever ties break up as all my previous breakups were rather clear and nice. But having a friend deal more emotional damage than I could ever suspect well it's crippling me to the point that I'm missing work. Reading the messages back fills me with rage and the same time tears, there is so much that I want to say to him, things I want to get off my chest...but at the same time a part of me really knew that this was part of life and was gonna happen.
I just want to prepare myself in the future, I don't want to feel this anymore.Any help you may give is greatly appreciated.
I've had several girlfriends in the past but I'm surprisingly more affected by the loss of my friend than a girl breaking up with me. It's something that I can't understand but my emotions are running high and it just killed my will to do anything anymore...nothing is fun now. I dont know if I have Borderline Personality Disorder but I am I have Asperger's.
Any tips on coping. It feels daunting that I have to change so much in my life the same time I transition to everything related to adulthood. Coping with my job and work mates is hard enough but now I feel that my rock is gone and I'm all alone. ME and my brother are really close that I treat him as a friend but I still feel alone. I never been told, a straight up were finished, sever ties break up as all my previous breakups were rather clear and nice. But having a friend deal more emotional damage than I could ever suspect well it's crippling me to the point that I'm missing work. Reading the messages back fills me with rage and the same time tears, there is so much that I want to say to him, things I want to get off my chest...but at the same time a part of me really knew that this was part of life and was gonna happen.
I just want to prepare myself in the future, I don't want to feel this anymore.Any help you may give is greatly appreciated.