breakpoint64
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I just want to know people who have had a similar experience as mine and were told by people who supposedly are professionals for ASD in adults that they could impossibly be on the spectrum and have their result sheets imply that they impossibly could be autistic but still feel autistic.
Like just because I feel like it, doesn’t mean it’s actually the case. I still somehow want to be part of this community even though that I shouldn’t be allowed to be part of this
And I’m struggling with self-gaslighting because this is the only professional opinion I have with no sight of getting a second opinion.
I were also told that “we all have a little of everything” and that’s why I couldn’t be on the spectrum, thing is anything the DSM-5 says that differs from the ICD-10 is no use to me since my country doesn’t use the DSM. I feel horribly fake and like a liar even though my parents tried to get me tested early on in childhood with no luck.
My assessment a few months ago only stated that I have “social awkwardness” with lack of any other autistic trait what is incredibly dismissive of anything I have told to the professional because I didn’t even get to fill out the relevant questionnaires.
I have been told that just because I have the experiences of one who might be on the spectrum doesn’t mean I actually am on the spectrum.
I feel dirty for constantly redoing the RAADS-R to feel some sort of validation I will never have.
would love to hear other people’s thoughts about this.
EDIT: forgot to mention that I do however have a diagnosis for ADHD I got a few years ago, but still kept looking into ASD due to the comorbidity and signs I’ve had as an infant that seem to imply that. (Which means that I’m ND anyways)
Like just because I feel like it, doesn’t mean it’s actually the case. I still somehow want to be part of this community even though that I shouldn’t be allowed to be part of this
And I’m struggling with self-gaslighting because this is the only professional opinion I have with no sight of getting a second opinion.
I were also told that “we all have a little of everything” and that’s why I couldn’t be on the spectrum, thing is anything the DSM-5 says that differs from the ICD-10 is no use to me since my country doesn’t use the DSM. I feel horribly fake and like a liar even though my parents tried to get me tested early on in childhood with no luck.
My assessment a few months ago only stated that I have “social awkwardness” with lack of any other autistic trait what is incredibly dismissive of anything I have told to the professional because I didn’t even get to fill out the relevant questionnaires.
I have been told that just because I have the experiences of one who might be on the spectrum doesn’t mean I actually am on the spectrum.
I feel dirty for constantly redoing the RAADS-R to feel some sort of validation I will never have.
would love to hear other people’s thoughts about this.
EDIT: forgot to mention that I do however have a diagnosis for ADHD I got a few years ago, but still kept looking into ASD due to the comorbidity and signs I’ve had as an infant that seem to imply that. (Which means that I’m ND anyways)
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