I have been diagnosed with aspergers. However after reading a lot about the issue I think I have received misdiagnosis. Here is why:
1 As a small kid and baby I took face contact and laughed with people in communicative manner
2 I developed interest in religion and philosophy as a kid and talked like some sort of prophet.
3 I'm bad at immediate details
4 I have seen visions and had intense religious experiences
5 My interests are about looking a theory and I dislike objects. In fact I really disliked receiving gifts that didn't have informational content or research dimension to them.
6 I liked idea of math but hated counting in numbers. I have done studies in math in uni, tough.
7 I'm pretty OK at natural sciences (not in physics although I have good grades in uni it as well but did worse at high school) and I have graduate degree in chem. I like exploring all sorts of ideas. It is like meaning of my life. I dislike engineering. With help of math I can do physics but I can't understand physics.
I have serious visual issues. I think this might to do with vicinity of temporal lobe. I'm very cloudy headed at times and my head hurts then as well.
At some time due to my lack of visual ability and deaths in my family I became very antagonistic towards human relationships. I attached myself to things such as philosophy of voluntary human extinction and as a result I have no friends. People seem to like me but I push them away. They think I'm interesting, kind and peculiar although some are scared of my intense mental focus.
I have been thinking about Schizotypal personality and it seems to be very good fit.
1 As a small kid and baby I took face contact and laughed with people in communicative manner
2 I developed interest in religion and philosophy as a kid and talked like some sort of prophet.
3 I'm bad at immediate details
4 I have seen visions and had intense religious experiences
5 My interests are about looking a theory and I dislike objects. In fact I really disliked receiving gifts that didn't have informational content or research dimension to them.
6 I liked idea of math but hated counting in numbers. I have done studies in math in uni, tough.
7 I'm pretty OK at natural sciences (not in physics although I have good grades in uni it as well but did worse at high school) and I have graduate degree in chem. I like exploring all sorts of ideas. It is like meaning of my life. I dislike engineering. With help of math I can do physics but I can't understand physics.
I have serious visual issues. I think this might to do with vicinity of temporal lobe. I'm very cloudy headed at times and my head hurts then as well.
At some time due to my lack of visual ability and deaths in my family I became very antagonistic towards human relationships. I attached myself to things such as philosophy of voluntary human extinction and as a result I have no friends. People seem to like me but I push them away. They think I'm interesting, kind and peculiar although some are scared of my intense mental focus.
I have been thinking about Schizotypal personality and it seems to be very good fit.