CassLovesBears
Alekzandra
What is the likelyhood that I am autistic based off of these notions. I took the aspie quiz online and scored 172 out of 200 on aspie and approximately 40 to 50 on the nuerotypical. It said that I have a "very likely chance of being aspie". I also score a 36 on the autism test. My mother has ADHD. Which I think should be noted due to the obvious link in some symptoms.
I stumbled across the unofficial checklist for women with aspergers now known as HFA. It was nearly exactly me (not kidding) I'd say out of the extremely long checklist I agreed heavily with 80 to 90 percent of items. My current standings on diagnosis is bipolar, borderline personality, ADHD, OCD, dyscalculia, and severe social anxiety.
I'm very bad at math but excel in language. I always have been bad at math but my mother would never believe me because I was able to get decent grades. I took the ACT on the math section I scored in the bottom 50 percent of people but in the language section I scored in the top 20 percent of people. So there's obviously a very drastic difference.
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The truth is it doesnt matter whether or not im autistic. I'm simply ecstatic that I have a group of people who are similar to me. My whole entire life I've felt like nothing but the mute girl. I didn't have the vocabulary to describe how I felt or what was even happening to me. So my selective mutism went unnoticed. I was a good girl with a lot of heavy expectations on me. All my life everyone said i was so intelligent! That I could read at a 12th grade level from a young age. What people don't understand is despite being extremely logical and intelligent person with facts, that's all it is. I still feel like a child whenever I interact with people socially. I feel as if there's an age gap in my maturity versus intellect which has caused me severe distress and identity problems. I never even knew how to talk about any of this till recently because I didn't know other people struggled with it too I just thought I was a failure.
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One reason why I don't think I'm Autistic is because I can read people pretty decently. Yes sometimes subtle clues or sarcasm goes over my head but for the most part id say I'm okay at it. Not too terribly bad. But it should also be noted I love observing human behaviour and psychology is one of my obsessions.
I stumbled across the unofficial checklist for women with aspergers now known as HFA. It was nearly exactly me (not kidding) I'd say out of the extremely long checklist I agreed heavily with 80 to 90 percent of items. My current standings on diagnosis is bipolar, borderline personality, ADHD, OCD, dyscalculia, and severe social anxiety.
I'm very bad at math but excel in language. I always have been bad at math but my mother would never believe me because I was able to get decent grades. I took the ACT on the math section I scored in the bottom 50 percent of people but in the language section I scored in the top 20 percent of people. So there's obviously a very drastic difference.
PLEASE READ THIS:
The truth is it doesnt matter whether or not im autistic. I'm simply ecstatic that I have a group of people who are similar to me. My whole entire life I've felt like nothing but the mute girl. I didn't have the vocabulary to describe how I felt or what was even happening to me. So my selective mutism went unnoticed. I was a good girl with a lot of heavy expectations on me. All my life everyone said i was so intelligent! That I could read at a 12th grade level from a young age. What people don't understand is despite being extremely logical and intelligent person with facts, that's all it is. I still feel like a child whenever I interact with people socially. I feel as if there's an age gap in my maturity versus intellect which has caused me severe distress and identity problems. I never even knew how to talk about any of this till recently because I didn't know other people struggled with it too I just thought I was a failure.
(Optional)
One reason why I don't think I'm Autistic is because I can read people pretty decently. Yes sometimes subtle clues or sarcasm goes over my head but for the most part id say I'm okay at it. Not too terribly bad. But it should also be noted I love observing human behaviour and psychology is one of my obsessions.