I’m curious to know how others feel about this. I’ve rocked my entire life, but I had absolutely no idea that I was autistic until I was diagnosed about two years ago. When I was a kid, I rocked freely in front of my family—on the couch, on the floor, in the car, in my bed. It wasn’t until I was “junior high school age” that I realized it wasn’t normal. And so from then on, including into adulthood, I became deeply ashamed of it and only did it in secret when I was alone - and of course had absolutely no explanation for or understanding of it.
Have you felt ashamed of your stimming? Did you hide it as a child, and/or do you hide it now? After I was diagnosed with autism, I “came out” to my family and friends about my rocking, and it was an incredible relief. Have you done the same with your family/friends? Have you talked about your stimming? How do you feel about it? Do you accept/embrace it or nay?
Have you felt ashamed of your stimming? Did you hide it as a child, and/or do you hide it now? After I was diagnosed with autism, I “came out” to my family and friends about my rocking, and it was an incredible relief. Have you done the same with your family/friends? Have you talked about your stimming? How do you feel about it? Do you accept/embrace it or nay?