Work is going good again overall, but hard to keep balance in my life.
Some postve prospects have come up in dating.
One guy, firepit guy I'll call him, I met once, but doesn't seem into it and is always too tired. He is very naive about racial tendencies in our world, but he's kind and I like him a lot. He's financially very stable too.
Another guy, ScoreKeeper I'll call him, it was tough scheduling with him. He's a bit fit, a bit more than me, and has many different interests with me. I had a conflict with him and he made a weird joke and I responded to heavily, but we still spoke anyway and finally met kinda last minute last Friday early evening, like 530 PM ET.
A third guy, MedGuy I'll call him, we had similar interests and we were attracted to each other physically and wanted to meet immediately. It was natural. I then ended up changing the time so I could have time with the other date, then by instinct, I gave an Uber ride in-between the two dates making me late after having asked to push the time with Med Guy. Before I could get to Med Guy, he got mad at me, didn't want to see me anymore and blocked me
So sad. I had no malicious intent at all.
I even offered to do video chat to show him I was a real person, offered to meet him late and pay for his meal. He had bought me tomato soup before meeting me because he knew I had a slight cough.
Yesterday, I discovered I ended up with poison ivy from a work related activity landscaping on Friday. I'll get through all of this, but I'm sad that I know I definitely messed up a great match. The person I ended up meeting last Fri is good too, but very different. Isn't necessarily bad, just very, very different. Our interests don't match up a lot. He likes sports. I- don't, lol.
Some postve prospects have come up in dating.
One guy, firepit guy I'll call him, I met once, but doesn't seem into it and is always too tired. He is very naive about racial tendencies in our world, but he's kind and I like him a lot. He's financially very stable too.
Another guy, ScoreKeeper I'll call him, it was tough scheduling with him. He's a bit fit, a bit more than me, and has many different interests with me. I had a conflict with him and he made a weird joke and I responded to heavily, but we still spoke anyway and finally met kinda last minute last Friday early evening, like 530 PM ET.
A third guy, MedGuy I'll call him, we had similar interests and we were attracted to each other physically and wanted to meet immediately. It was natural. I then ended up changing the time so I could have time with the other date, then by instinct, I gave an Uber ride in-between the two dates making me late after having asked to push the time with Med Guy. Before I could get to Med Guy, he got mad at me, didn't want to see me anymore and blocked me
So sad. I had no malicious intent at all.
I even offered to do video chat to show him I was a real person, offered to meet him late and pay for his meal. He had bought me tomato soup before meeting me because he knew I had a slight cough.
Yesterday, I discovered I ended up with poison ivy from a work related activity landscaping on Friday. I'll get through all of this, but I'm sad that I know I definitely messed up a great match. The person I ended up meeting last Fri is good too, but very different. Isn't necessarily bad, just very, very different. Our interests don't match up a lot. He likes sports. I- don't, lol.
