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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    I want to stay indoors right now, in my warm heated home, under a blanket, away from the cold icy sidewalks outdoors right now.
    Metalhead
    Temporary crown falls off in the parking lot of the dentist’s office.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    And now it is fixed, with many apologies from my dentist. I think I will stick with her.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Falling of crowns, shedding of blood, darkness and woe and pain--Is this the French Revolution, a new record by Sabaton, or a trip to the dentist?
    Glad she fixed it up in a hurry for you.
    Metalhead
    Halfway through a dental appointment. They are making a temporary crown for me right now. If it were not for iTunes, I would be freaking out right now.
    Misery
    Misery
    Well you're doing a lot better than I would, I'd have had a total meltdown well before that point. Right upon sitting in the chair, probably.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    You two are both better than me, I just stop eating things as the cavities grow because I’m too scared to go at all.
    Metalhead
    I just ordered a box of 20 Romeo y Julieta cigars. Who wants to have one with me when they arrive at my place later this week?
    Metalhead
    I feel like going home, taking a hot shower, and then curling up under a blanket on my recliner couch with a cup of peppermint tea. I still have a little over an hour left on my work shift, but once that's done, it's on!
    Metalhead
    I was just awarded more responsibility at my job. I am somewhat torn between feeling honored over that and still feeling the social anxiety of my job making me the public face and the front line of my employer’s organization.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I do know what I am doing most of the time at this job. I practiced my voice to make it sound more NT. I put up a front of confidence. I am faking it until I make it, and I am starting to make it these days.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    tree can be really charming : D

    but yes, she is totally right
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    What another success story at this forum? :)
    Metalhead
    Some homeless guy just flat out asked me, outside of my place of employment, if I was interested in buying oxycontin off him. I just walked away and pretended not to hear him.
    Metalhead
    I feel like having a horror comedy film festival tomorrow evening. Get a veggie tray, some Diet Mountain Dew, a comfy blanket.
    Metalhead
    If only I were not an alcoholic who was recently diagnosed with gout - I kinda want a beer right now.
    Misery
    Misery
    Come now. I think you and I both know that you can handle this, that you can get through this. Dont let negative thoughts take root.
    Metalhead
    It is midnight. I just had a dream where I went splat across the planet’s surface after falling for a long while. I am very much wide awake and full of adrenaline. I have to leave for work in seven hours. This sucks.
    Metalhead
    I just feel like staying in bed these days. I have to force myself out of bed to go to work, then after the shift is done I go home and back to bed.
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    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I’m doing it. I’m getting a happy light. Metalhead, I’ll let you know if it works.
    Depression and recovery from addiction? We need anything we can find that brings happiness.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That's great news @Rodafina . Our tux cat would sit on the table with his body right on the light box because it's harder with the fur to absorb it. So cute. I couldn't chase him off the table. Doctors do recommend it exactly for this.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    That’s adorable about your cat. Thank you for the link @Aspychata, it’s overwhelming to choose things like this, so I just went with your suggestion. Thank you.
    Metalhead
    I am free from alcohol but I am losing interest in other things that used to bring me pleasure. I am feeling dead inside, like I want to sleep through this winter.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    That definitely happened to me through sobriety as well. Then I had to build a better version of myself and new interests. It's still a work in progress, but I prefer it this way for sure
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