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AprilR

AprilR

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  • AprilR
    Felt like exploding at work today. I got scared. Thankfully i got my therapy appointment soon
    AprilR
    My mom is ill with vertigo. I want to visit her but i can't drive.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I feel angry.
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    Duna
    Same here: mom with vertigo and my car broke down yesterday.
    Wow, what a coincidence
    Best wishes for you and your mom.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thank you very much. I hope both our Mothers get well soon.
    AprilR
    Sometimes i feel so anxious it just turns to despair. I can't hande the anxiety so its better to give up
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    Yes i know thoughts are not real. But sometimes it feels like they are and i am Just deluding myself by telling myself otherwise. I do try to be positive but it feels like i am not worthy of thinking positive and inherently a bad and disgusting person.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Objectively i know i am not but this feeling is always around the corner it never disappears compeltely
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I'll tell you what you need to do. Get yourself a nice pen, a writing pad, and take your thoughts and write them into a story.
    AprilR
    Lately i have been feeling annoyed and frustrated all the time. I am also constantly jealous of other people.
    AprilR
    Woke up feeling a bit numb and emotionless.
    I think i need to strengthen my spiritual side a bit more.
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    I can feel happy by mundane things but it seems meaningless sometimes. I feel like people are living more meaningful lives than me but who knows if this is true.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But why measure yourself with someone else? My meaningful life is surviving. And finding those mundane random shots of happiness. :)
    AprilR
    AprilR
    That's true, surviving should be enough especially when there are people who don't have it as easy as us.
    AprilR
    Had a great session with my therapist today. I was able to talk about some stuff i didn't mention before
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Mine was done by phone because it was raining but mine was good too.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Nice, i used to have calls with my therapist too during the beginning of the pandemic
    AprilR
    I went out with my friend this weekend. Made me feel less alone and feel like i can survive even if i lose this job
    AprilR
    I don't want to be an adult anymore. I hate this
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    What happened? Take some deep deep breaths.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Too much responsibility at work, people expecting too much from me.
    AprilR
    Random guy i met at the tram stop asked my name and my social media. Creepy.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My name is mind your own biswax dude. Sorry AprilR
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Run like the wind. Or a river in spring. I have heard that story many times, unknown man asks random women on the street for their social media profiles. Nothing good ever came from it I think.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Creepy. Just say you don't have one. Stay safe. 250,000 woman go missing in US.
    AprilR
    I am struggling at work and there is no one who can help me
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    I feel like existing in a bubble like this hiding everything is the only way i can survive. But sometimes i feel like exploding
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    Owliet
    Do you have access to a support like a psych or a doctor?
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I see a psych regularly but she is not a autism specialist and lately i feel misunderstood a lot. I am considering researching autism specialists but i doubt they even exist here
    AprilR
    The constant negativity at work is wearing me out.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    what creates that negativity? what are they exactly doing?
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Coworkers constantly complaining and gossiping. I am pretty sure they gossip about me too. I am constantly trying to be positive and friendly and it is exhausting
    AprilR
    I feel like exploding. I am always confused and stressed about what should i do, what are people thinking, how should i act.
    AprilR
    I am feeling a bit frustrated with my therapist. I kept trying to explain that i don't have a social instinct and she would ask why? It's not bc of external reasons, but brain difference.
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    They are just too different from me and have no understanding of autism and me being autistic. So i don't expect much from them
    All-Rounder
    All-Rounder
    I stopped acting and now everybody in town is harassing, opressing, ostracizing, talking about me as im insane, saying im deaf, intentionally antagonizing me and teaching others to do it etc.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Sometimes i feel like people are naturally born evil.
    AprilR
    Stories will always be my life and my escape from the world. I am grateful for them
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    AprilR
    AprilR
    I don't play games much but almost all the games i played stayed with me also. I feel happiness and sadness with characters and some of them were/are still my emotional support in this world.
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    Owliet
    Same for me. I laugh, cry, all emotions. Currently playing a game that has been very sad to get through.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Which one? Somehow sad stories are also the ones which affect me the most.
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