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Markness

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  • I feel a sting from the fact Valentine’s Day is coming up, especially since last year’s one didn’t go the way I wanted it to go.
    Streetwise
    Streetwise
    My mam(mom,mum) died that day nearly 22 years ago imagine how I feel every january\February for the last 21 years!
    O
    Owliet
    Streetwise
    Streetwise
    All it reminded me is that I was weird because I didn't want what everyone else wanted ,the true reason for it was a martyrs day \Saints day remembering Valentine if you choose to or you're Roman catholic and only having one spouse until one dies ,he championed monogamy over polygamy
    Talk to me! Tell me the truth! This smells sour! Burn my face! I’m a cold fish! Feed on me! This smells sour!
    tree
    tree
    OK. I searched for it, but got nothing....
    Markness
    Markness
    Weird. It shows up for me.
    Try entering Swans Thank You lyrics
    tree
    tree
    Yesterday my search was the 1st four sentences. And gave me no pertinent results. Today I tried searching using the 1st five sentences, and that does give the song in the first two results.
    I heard back from the new friend I made at the end of last year today!
    tree
    tree
    That was only a couple months ago. It's nice that you've heard from someone you met. It takes me longer than a couple months to know whether someone is my friend, though.
    L
    Luca
    Me too, tree. But it’s good that this person kept in touch with him. Maybe it will develop into a friendship! :)
    watersprite
    watersprite
    Excellent. Nice to hear!
    Someone who hates me didn’t want me to blame shift because it would “hurt yourself (referring to me).” Why would she care, though?
    L
    Luca
    Don’t know. Most of the people who have hurt me have maintained that it was entirely my fault. :(
    Markness
    Markness
    That’s so mean of them! It’s not your nor my fault!
    L
    Luca
    I know! :(
    I couldn’t stay in the kitchen after my mother had Alexa play a song I can’t stand.
    L
    Luca
    Ugh, I don’t miss living with my parents for that reason lol. Especially their taste in Christmas music >:[
    Markness
    Markness
    Have you seen that funny meme about what Christmas does to your head? Hehehe!!!
    L
    Luca
    No, I haven’t! Lol
    Why was I born despite my life not amounting to anything?
    tree
    tree
    That doesn't seem like a question based in logic.
    watersprite
    watersprite
    I think that is a question that’s been asked for thousands of years.
    I hope when I close my eyes to sleep, I won’t wake up ever again.
    tree
    tree
    Eventually you'll get that wish. No need to rush it.
    L
    Luca
    Please don’t wish for that :(
    Ghosts of the past are haunting me. :(
    L
    Luca
    I know the feeling all too well :( Here if you need support.
    Markness
    Markness
    Thank you! Do you ever feel like the light at the mouth of infinity shines for others but not yourself?
    L
    Luca
    Sometimes… but I think my light shines for others too :) Part of what keeps me optimistic is making other people feel happy and welcome.
    Oh no! I just got a notice from my bank that I have debt! :(
    L
    Luca
    Oh no! :( Hopefully you can sort it out.
    tree
    tree
    "have debt"?? Overdrawn checking? Or what do they mean?
    Markness
    Markness
    My checking was at $0 and some of my savings were gone. I suppose it was to prevent me from getting overdrafted.
    My back is hurting. I feel like Jacob Singer.
    I am living up to the broke part of being a college student but I don’t have the friends, nerdy/geeky girlfriend, and major in mind. :(
    Jordy
    Jordy
    Maybe you can major in literature or linguistics, since you are into writing.
    Rainy and cold outside today. Listening to Orbital has helped remedy the bad feelings from those things, though.
    tree
    tree
    Was mild here today. 24 degrees F. Forecast is to be warm overnight. 20 degrees F.
    Did the pandemic spell game over for me socially?
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Fun bit about coffeehouses; most of the people there are also as isolated as us, and frequently I see people who aren't expecting me to be friendly. Which is funny--I wasn't expecting them to be friendly. So it starts with "nice hat" or "hey that's neat" and from a compliment you can get a whole conversation.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    (And no I didn't take up on his offer to join the local committee--I told him that I'd have to settle in town & take up residence first, otherwise I'd be some annoying out-of-stater showing up.) But no seriously--if you take the "date" thing out of it for awhile you can have a lot more interesting life. And if you end up finding a girl, then so much the better.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Otherwise--you risk hanging your whole happiness on someone else who may or may not exist!
    I had another scary dream. Thank goodness my alarm clock woke me up.
    tree
    tree
    Ever keep a record of your dreams? Not just particular ones that stand out, but any that you remember? Can be interesting to review, see what was on your sleeping mind over time.
    L
    Luca
    Mine are often scary. I like tree’s suggestion though.
    Intensely sad that I don’t have a girlfriend and others are telling me they don’t want me to have a relationship.
    tree
    tree
    That must be very tiresome. At the risk of sounding like that mental health service ad.....you'll feel better when you stop carrying the weight of their opinions around.
    Markness
    Markness
    I’ve often been told the best revenge is living well. I don’t really understand what it means, though.
    tree
    tree
    Source of that phrase is much older than I realized.
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