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Markness

Markness

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  • Markness
    I hope when I close my eyes to sleep, I won’t wake up ever again.
    tree
    tree
    Eventually you'll get that wish. No need to rush it.
    L
    Luca
    Please don’t wish for that :(
    Markness
    Ghosts of the past are haunting me. :(
    L
    Luca
    I know the feeling all too well :( Here if you need support.
    Markness
    Markness
    Thank you! Do you ever feel like the light at the mouth of infinity shines for others but not yourself?
    L
    Luca
    Sometimes… but I think my light shines for others too :) Part of what keeps me optimistic is making other people feel happy and welcome.
    Markness
    Oh no! I just got a notice from my bank that I have debt! :(
    L
    Luca
    Oh no! :( Hopefully you can sort it out.
    tree
    tree
    "have debt"?? Overdrawn checking? Or what do they mean?
    Markness
    Markness
    My checking was at $0 and some of my savings were gone. I suppose it was to prevent me from getting overdrafted.
    Markness
    My back is hurting. I feel like Jacob Singer.
    Markness
    I am living up to the broke part of being a college student but I don’t have the friends, nerdy/geeky girlfriend, and major in mind. :(
    Jordy
    Jordy
    Maybe you can major in literature or linguistics, since you are into writing.
    Markness
    Rainy and cold outside today. Listening to Orbital has helped remedy the bad feelings from those things, though.
    tree
    tree
    Was mild here today. 24 degrees F. Forecast is to be warm overnight. 20 degrees F.
    Markness
    Did the pandemic spell game over for me socially?
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    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Fun bit about coffeehouses; most of the people there are also as isolated as us, and frequently I see people who aren't expecting me to be friendly. Which is funny--I wasn't expecting them to be friendly. So it starts with "nice hat" or "hey that's neat" and from a compliment you can get a whole conversation.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    (And no I didn't take up on his offer to join the local committee--I told him that I'd have to settle in town & take up residence first, otherwise I'd be some annoying out-of-stater showing up.) But no seriously--if you take the "date" thing out of it for awhile you can have a lot more interesting life. And if you end up finding a girl, then so much the better.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Otherwise--you risk hanging your whole happiness on someone else who may or may not exist!
    Markness
    I had another scary dream. Thank goodness my alarm clock woke me up.
    tree
    tree
    Ever keep a record of your dreams? Not just particular ones that stand out, but any that you remember? Can be interesting to review, see what was on your sleeping mind over time.
    L
    Luca
    Mine are often scary. I like tree’s suggestion though.
    Markness
    Intensely sad that I don’t have a girlfriend and others are telling me they don’t want me to have a relationship.
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    tree
    tree
    That must be very tiresome. At the risk of sounding like that mental health service ad.....you'll feel better when you stop carrying the weight of their opinions around.
    Markness
    Markness
    I’ve often been told the best revenge is living well. I don’t really understand what it means, though.
    tree
    tree
    Source of that phrase is much older than I realized.
    Markness
    I finally saw the lowest price for Swans’ Cop album ($33. Still ouchie, yes, but less so than other times I’ve seen it.) and ordered it.
    Markness
    I always feel like I am being talked negatively about. :(
    tree
    tree
    I've noticed that.
    L
    Luca
    Me too :( It’s most likely not real though. You have to have faith in the fact that there are people who really care about you.
    Markness
    I feel so rushed and anxiety isn’t helping that feeling.
    tree
    tree
    In general? Or was that particular to today ?
    Markness
    Markness
    Today after I found out I missed some assignments and emails as well as dropped low in my checkings. I am filing out my W2.
    Markness
    I am almost broke and I am not receiving college emails regarding my class for some reason.
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    Streetwise
    Streetwise
    In the exact same club if I had less finances I couldn't make a free phone call on my mobile phone
    Markness
    Markness
    @tree I talked to the teacher and it turns out the emails we’re going elsewhere in my college email account than where I thought they should go.
    tree
    tree
    The "like" is for finding out by talking to the teacher.
    Markness
    Maybe I need to truly disappear from this place? I failed so much in this life that I think my death is approaching sooner instead of later.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Seek out professional help if you are seriously thinking of ending it all, but we are still here for you.
    L
    Luca
    Message me if you think it might help… but yes, definitely contact a professional, especially if you’re thinking about suicide. But if you’re having anxiety about death in general, that’s probably something to bring up to a therapist. I have a death phobia too and it’s not easy to deal with :(
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I know i'm not the picture of good mental health, but if I can make it this far, so can you, friend. Hang in there.
    Markness
    How do I know if I am offered a VIP membership?
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    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    I knew in my gut that my comment would trigger that sort of response. I'm not saying females can't be friends with females. I just read these random acts of kindness as having more of a romantic undertone. And yes - I know not everyone is hetero, but in the western world nearly 90% of each gender is hetero. And yes, I know - apparently there's more than 2 genders.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Sorry if the tone seems off. I just feel like I need to cover my back here to avoid causing any further confusion or conflict.
    tree
    tree
    I didn't think of the gesture of gifting V.I.P. memberships as romantic, at all. Still don't.
    Markness
    I was running late for class but when I got to the campus, I was told a power outage happened so it’s been cancelled for today.
    L
    Luca
    That’s happened to me before lol
    tree
    tree
    Is it a M/W class? Or M/W/F? Or what?
    Markness
    Markness
    M/W
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