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UberScout
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UberScout

Are you there, God? ...Hello?, Male, 26

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I am exhausted on both a physical and mental level. I am being worked down to the bone. I am now convinced that God does hate me. May 24, 2022 at 8:58 AM

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    1. UberScout
      UberScout
      Or at the very least, is able to cope with it in a much stronger way than UberScout is...was able to.
    2. UberScout
      UberScout
      Or, by some 0.1% off chance that reincarnation really IS real... I want to come back as somebody who is not autistic... Or at the very least
    3. UberScout
      UberScout
      as i pass through whatever afterlife is most real that God has laid out for me. Whether it is Heaven, or Hell for committing suicide...
    4. UberScout
      UberScout
      Before three days is up... I want you all to know how much i appreciate all of you, you are all my best friends and will continue to be
    5. UberScout
      UberScout
      I have decided to give half of my worldly possessions to my little sister Sophia and the other half to my mother....
    6. UberScout
      UberScout
      I will be making an officially serious attempt to commit suicide. I have a plan this time, and I have thought very carefully about it...
    7. UberScout
      UberScout
      There is no purpose in living a life that only amounts to despair. So, in three days, I will be making an officially serious attempt...
      1. tree
        tree
        For all your imaginative ability, that's all you've come up with?
        Jan 28, 2022
    8. UberScout
      UberScout
      It very seriously is starting to look like that's how God wants my life to be; just an endless, purposeless anthology of despair.
    9. UberScout
      UberScout
      In this life. Maybe God just chose for me to suffer throughout my entire life. It really is starting to loom that way. It very
    10. UberScout
      UberScout
      If fighting the same battle in my eternal search for happiness is a meaningless endeavor... Then maybe, I'm just not meant to be happy
    11. UberScout
      UberScout
      stop trying to be happy. I'm tired of fighting myself looking for something positive about life, but it's just the same every day.
    12. UberScout
      UberScout
      Well everybody... I've decided once again that after 25 years of trying to find happiness and always failing... That i'm going to stop
    13. UberScout
      UberScout
      Help me i can't stop pretending life is a tabletop RPG
    14. UberScout
      UberScout
    15. UberScout
      UberScout
      Hanging with Aloe after a nice hot wake n bake with Maddog (read: we patched things up with a fishing trip, caught a giant bass that day)
    16. UberScout
      UberScout
      Depression: 10/10.
      1. Raggamuffin
        Raggamuffin
        1 more to go and it resets to 0/10
        Jan 25, 2022
    17. UberScout
      UberScout
      Im in trance right now
      1. Raggamuffin
        Raggamuffin
        Whilst listening to trance?
        Jan 25, 2022
      2. tree
        tree
        And?
        Jan 25, 2022
      3. UberScout
        UberScout
        Was on DreamyChat, i have a friend there who treats my anxiety with hypnosis sometimes.
        Jan 25, 2022
    18. UberScout
      UberScout
      I can't believe I almost died...
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      2. UberScout
        UberScout
        Jan 25, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        I can't believe you almost died either. It was scary, but unless he continued pounding on your head, it didn't sound like dying was likely.
        Jan 25, 2022
      4. Streetwise
        Streetwise
        If you are safely able to go to your MD ask if they would send you for an MRI see if there's damage to your brain stem or cervical spine that's the bit that meets your brain
        Jan 26, 2022
    19. UberScout
      UberScout
      Im okay everyone. I think all he did was knock the wind out of me.
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      2. UberScout
        UberScout
        The bleeding stopped when i got in the shower
        Jan 22, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        That's good.
        Jan 22, 2022
      4. Skittlebisquit
        Skittlebisquit
        Thinking about you today, I hope things improve for you
        Jan 22, 2022
    20. UberScout
      UberScout
      Guys... I have a head wound thats bleeding... I need to lay down... If i dont wake up again... love you guys...although i kinda hope i dont
      1. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        What happened? :( If you’re in danger you should call the police or an ambulance.
        Jan 22, 2022
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      2. Owliet
        Owliet
        Not in the US so can’t call emergency for you, but if you have a head wound, don’t lie down. Go to hospital or call the police. If it’s am emergency and you’re in danger don’t spend the time writing on the forum. Get out, go to a neighbor and call the police / ambulance.
        Jan 22, 2022
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Feb 9, 1996 (Age: 26)
    Diagnosis Status:
    Aspergers Syndrome - Self Diagnosed
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    The Devil opened up his case and said "I'll start this show!"
    Fire flew from his fingertips as he rosened up his bow
    And he pulled his bow across the string and it made an evil HISS!
    Then a band o' demons joined in
    And it sounded somethin' like this:

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    May I.....
    Stand Unshaken
    Amid....a crashing world
    Did I.....hear a thunder...?
    Did I....hear you break...?
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