Metalhead

I'm in the same boat right now :(

thats a pretty creepy game. next play outlast or somthing maybe fatal frame

I love ETD. I loved as a kid. A a teenager., As a adult. Got the offer from Hollywood, while he was making Game of death, halted production. He went from big boss, to his big break. Great cast. Great everything. Sadly I don't think he lived to see the premiere. Verge of superstardom. July 1973.

the earth is for the learners not the learned

I think we imagine that people in our life are out to get us, more often than not, they don't even acknowledge us, think about us, enough to even care if we self-destruct or not. Many people are more wrapped up in themselves, to even notice.

@Slim Jim, you get the most valuable comment of the day award from me. That is so true. It's easy to end up with a persecution complex when you've had hard experiences when young, and to blow the actuality of how much it means to others when they hurt or thwart you out of proportion. It's often quite casual and soon forgotten. Simple minds, simple pleasures, etc.

That didn't take long.

Nice to know that there are even people here who would love for me to die. But enough about that.

Do you really think so? Because if it's not true, then that's a lot of energy you're draining unnecessarily. And even if it was true, it's wiser not to give that sort of thing any energy, and to save your energy for things that are in your control, and to make sure it goes somewhere positive and constructive.

Have you ever taken Activated Charcoal? It is quite effective for relief of most stomach issues, including nausea and stomach flu. I hope you feel better, soon.

I didn't know that. Thanks @Loren

You're welcome, Aspychata.

https://youtu.be/deHmMJqXI4I
I don't drink at all. But, this is mine.

The intelligence has arrived because you have a clear head. Well done.

Congratulations!

Gotta have some grenadine syrup to go with that ginger ale so I can wash down the nachos I just made.

Nice!!

Gary Busey hit his head on the side of the kerb at 45 knotts per hour on Harley , and severed something. (Ever since he died...) He's a big proponent of focusing on the here and now and forgetting the negative past.

But he's a strange breed of individual, not everybody can do it.

Not sure how it is for you, @Metalhead - if I try to push my past away entirely it comes back to haunt me, and if I spend too much time paying attention to that stuff I waste time and energy.

There's a Goldilocks zone in the middle where I am paying just enough attention to my past to minimise its negative effect on me.

Sometimes it's like that - the brain just tells you, "Bleh!"

I think of it as a disk defrag for some mysterious part of the brain.

What I try to do is to have a few series worth binge-watching on standby for such days. Then there is no trash.

Here's a YT thing that's fun to binge over and over if you're into food, history and humour.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8aKwYECKxVw

I just had a cup of strong black coffee, that helped a little.

I had a friend who would get migraine headaches, and apparently, acquired relief with coffee. Glad it helped you a little. Hope you continue to feel better.

Dehydration. Sickness. Intoxicants. So many things. It could be. I get this.