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Markness

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  • I don’t know what I should read right now.
    tree
    tree
    You could flip a coin. This is sure fire decision making technique. If you're dis-satisfied with the result of the coin flip, you know you want something else.
    tree
    tree
    So, did you read anything Saturday night?
    Markness
    Markness
    I did. I decided to read the library books I checked out because two of them were due today.
    How can I like or even love myself despite my failures?
    tree
    tree
    What I had in mind that you could do without is the incessant judging and blaming. Typically of yourself.
    Markness
    Markness
    What do those two things have to do with feeling like I mess up everything I do?
    tree
    tree
    There is a direct relationship.
    I ended up leaving the place after an hour.
    tree
    tree
    You went to a gathering that you noted you don't enjoy to begin with(First Friday) and considered using alcohol which you don't like. The music & activity weren't as you expected. But rather than prolong the experience you left after a one hour sample. That seems like the positive aspect of the night. Extracting yourself from the situation.
    It’s supposed to be a 90’s night but the music on the stereo isn’t even playing Nirvana.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    I've heard people claim they were doing a '20s night without even playing the Goodrich Silvertown Cord Orchestra or Nat Shilkret's Orchestra. The question is, were people enjoying themselves?
    Should I make myself drink something alcoholic even though I don’t really like how those drinks taste? I feel like I have to do so tonight.
    Gerontius
    Gerontius
    Bar closed up so I went home at 11 PM. You do not want to be drunk on a bicycle anyway. There's always a few loud folks but there were some people who had a beagle pup at the bar who seemed to hate the music but love the food. (I agree with the beagle.)
    Markness
    Markness
    Things aren’t looking good so far.
    Markness
    Markness
    They aren’t going to do karaoke because of the local musician playing his guitar tonight.
    I decided to acquire Killing Joke’s Pandemonium album again. I won’t part with this copy.
    Markness
    Markness
    Made me not like the band and leave the album there.
    tkcartoonist
    tkcartoonist
    Killing Joke is one of my favorite bands. The song "Invocation" from Hosannas from the Basement of Hell was what got me into them, but Pandemonium is the first album of theirs I bought.
    Markness
    Markness
    Invocation actually got me re-interested in them.
    Do I even have friends here anymore?
    tree
    tree
    That seems like a loaded question. You want somebody to say yes, and then you're gong to counter with the idea that you don't feel that way and that everything sucks and everybody is against you and nobody wants you to succeed at your treasured goals.
    I want to shout and cuss until I pass out.
    cornman
    cornman
    what happened dawg?
    Markness
    Markness
    I felt a lot of anger about how my existence since the beginning of this year boil up in me.
    I feel so crummy physically and mentally. I wish I could get out of this life.
    tree
    tree
    Tomorrow is the first of June. Don't you have an appointment with a specialist around the middle of June?
    Markness
    Markness
    I have to wait until the 13th.
    tree
    tree
    That's what I was saying. You have an appointment around the middle of June. Less than two weeks away now......
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