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Markness
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Markness

Young God, Male, 33

Being mischaracterized as a misogynist is sickening. Oct 18, 2021 at 11:21 AM

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    1. Markness
      Markness
      I was told I am too ugly to ever have a girlfriend. :(
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      2. oregano
        oregano
        Uh, I think you need to re-read up on the basics of genetics. Pay attention to the fact that with megafauna like humans, where there are many many possible genetic combinations, a man/woman may not look precisely like any ancestor.
        Aug 16, 2021
      3. oregano
        oregano
        Sometimes people just have the shortest straw pulled for them, and it's not their fault.
        Aug 16, 2021
      4. Crossbreed
        Crossbreed
        That being said, your relatives will be sure to remind you how much you look (& act) like Uncle So & So... ;)
        (And I believe that you know that, too.)
        Aug 16, 2021
    2. Markness
      Markness
      Probably not ever going back to college. :(
    3. Markness
      Markness
      I feel sad that I don’t have a girlfriend and there appears to be no hope of having romance ever coming into my life.
      1. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Please don't be sad. I went thru a lot of my life never meeting anyone l truly liked.
        Aug 10, 2021
      2. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Then l was married and it turned abusive. And l am a female. Don't give up, keep trying, l like friendships, that is a good thing.
        Aug 10, 2021
    4. Markness
      Markness
      My new medicine has caused me to have hypersomnia and I don’t get up until 12:00 because of it.
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      2. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Sorry Markness, let your doc know if you are feeling low and maybe he can change dosage? Or write a new script.
        Aug 10, 2021
      3. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        When people bully, l get upset but l know state my feelings and don't back down, not sure if you can start trying this out, just don't become confrontational.
        Aug 10, 2021
      4. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Hope you feel better today☺
        Aug 10, 2021
    5. Markness
      Markness
      I keep feeling like I am a loser who is behind everyone else here just like I did on Facebook and other forums. I can’t keep up with anyone.
      1. Tony Ramirez
        Tony Ramirez
        I agree. I feel the same. My therapist left. Almost everyone on Facebook are couples which I don't want as friends. Never any single girls.
        Aug 7, 2021
    6. Skittlebisquit
      Skittlebisquit
      Happy birthday!
    7. Markness
      Markness
      My birthday is tomorrow but I don’t have a girlfriend or wife to spend it with.
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      3. Markness
        Markness
        The former. I suppose I am just so depressed that I wish my hopes alone would change things. Even people who are severely depressed somehow manage to establish relationships but they have been denied to me.
        Aug 4, 2021
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      4. tree
        tree
        How does repeating the negative statements help you?
        Aug 4, 2021
      5. Tony Ramirez
        Tony Ramirez
        I agree I am in the same boat. My birthday was without an wife or girlfriend just a couple and an single guy we hung out.
        Aug 4, 2021
    8. Markness
      Markness
      I think it might be time for me to disappear. :(
    9. Markness
      Markness
      The people at the clinic think I need a different job.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        They asked me what I really wanted to do and I couldn’t answer concretely. I don’t have any job skills besides what I know from the library, I don’t have a college degree, I am embarrassingly bad at math, I am also embarrassingly bad at interacting with people socially, and I am considered a loser for my life situation so it makes others feel entitled to bullying me. I really should just be put out of my misery.
        Aug 8, 2021
      3. tree
        tree
        So you're saying that you don't have any ideas for other work, yourself, and the clinic people asked, but didn't suggest any other type of employment.
        Aug 8, 2021
      4. Markness
        Markness
        One suggested I maybe find work with animals but I am daunted by the idea because I would probably get mauled by a large dog in either a shelter or veterinary setting since I am weak for a man. My body can’t build muscles and I don’t have a survival instinct that truly works.
        Aug 8, 2021
    10. Markness
      Markness
      Getting reassessed at the mental health clinic.
      1. tree likes this.
    11. Markness
      Markness
      I don’t feel up to attending group therapy today.
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      2. tree
        tree
        Isn't that what therapy is about? Learning to work through the pain, not trying to avoid it......
        Aug 3, 2021
      3. Markness
        Markness
        It is but something is just so wrong with my brain that it resists treatment. I don’t like it at all. Living with this nightmarish condition I wouldn’t wish on anyone.
        Aug 3, 2021
      4. tree
        tree
        Sounds like something worth talking about, with your therapist.
        Aug 3, 2021
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    12. Markness
      Markness
      I am not looking forward to my birthday this Thursday. :(
      1. watersprite
        watersprite
        Birthdays are stressful; I always feel better the next day.
        A happy day-after-birthday to you.
        Aug 3, 2021
    13. Markness
      Markness
      Does the universe not want me to have a relationship and to just suffer until I die?
      1. tree
        tree
        How is that a helpful thought loop?
        Aug 2, 2021
      2. Markness
        Markness
        It doesn’t help. Life, however, has always been harsh on me.
        Aug 2, 2021
    14. Markness
      Markness
      I was asked if I was married again. I hate always having to answer no. :(
      1. tree
        tree
        Was a male, asking, I guess?
        Aug 2, 2021
      2. Markness
        Markness
        It was an older woman. Last month when I was in exile, a man asked me the same question. It hurts no matter who asks. :(
        Aug 2, 2021
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    15. Markness
      Markness
      Just learned I won’t be joined (again) for a hike and the therapy group is shrinking due to some people going inpatient. *sweat drop emoji*
      1. tree
        tree
        From physical illness? Or emotional/psychological problems?
        Aug 2, 2021
      2. Markness
        Markness
        The latter.
        Aug 2, 2021
    16. Markness
      Markness
      I feel like I woke up from a nightmare after being away for so long. It’s over but my mind is struggling to find its footing.
    17. Markness
      Markness
      I hope no one forgot me when I was gone. I had an nightmarish last month that nearly destroyed me.
    18. tree
      tree
      What does the byline "Young God" mean, under your Username?
    19. Markness
      Markness
      I already feel death grabbing at my head. It feels like it’s being pulled apart.
      1. tree
        tree
        Sounds more like something related to life.
        Jun 20, 2021
    20. Markness
      Markness
      I feel like it’s time for me to disappear. I am slowly but surely becoming excommunicated from the autism community.
      1. Crossbreed
        Crossbreed
        No one wants you to leave.
        No one wants you to keep spiraling downward under a futile paradigm, either.
        Jun 20, 2021
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      2. Crossbreed
        Crossbreed
        (That futile paradigm is that life owes you a girlfriend.)
        Keep seeing your therapist. After you lose some of that baggage, you will start to radiate a healthy level of security.
        (No one is 100% secure.)
        Jun 20, 2021
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    Gender:
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    Birthday:
    Aug 5, 1988 (Age: 33)
    Diagnosis Status:
    Aspergers Syndrome - Officially Diagnosed
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