Markness

I never saw or heard of it before. I’ll give it a watch.

She doesn’t have to like every single thing. Just one or two things is fine.

What I meant by specific girl was.....one you have already met. I can't tell from your description. That could be a hypothetical person.

There’s someone at a Barnes & Noble who wears glasses and might have the interests I listed but I haven’t really had a conversation with her unless she’s the same person who had the interests and wore glasses that I did ask out for coffee but she turned me down by saying she was “too busy”.

Sounds reasonable. Setting achievable goals is useful.

What about focusing on drawing to be more attractive to a potential girlfriend?

Intentionally? Unconsciously? Why? Are you typically in an uncomfortable position when meditating?

Unconsciously and I think it has to do with being terrorized in my developmental years without being able to protect myself. I try to meditate either sitting Indian style or lying on my back. The whimpers tend to happen more so in the former position.

You could try taking a screenshot, posting that. That is what I do.

Do you do it through your phone or computer?

I don't use a phone to access this forum. I use pc.

Maybe think there are Christian members in this forum and you are belittling their faitb

It wasn’t on this forum. It was a music forum and it was said by a so-called “Satanist” who was attacking anything “Christian”.

Does that mean you used to crawl around on her floor when you were a baby? Or what?

I certainly did the former but what I meant was that the earliest I can remember acting willfully was at her home on the carpet in the hallway of her home. I miss those days because my older cousins were always over there and the overall atmosphere (lights, sounds, smells, etc.) was comforting.