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Markness
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Jul 3, 2022 at 11:20 PM
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Aug 5, 1988 (Age: 33)

Markness

Young God, Male, 33

Why do some people not want me to have a girlfriend? Jul 2, 2022 at 12:53 PM

Markness was last seen:
Engaged in conversation, Jul 3, 2022 at 11:20 PM
    1. Markness
      Markness
      I need to sleep but I keep staying up.
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      2. Homulilly
        Homulilly
        Please, Markness, don't ruminate and go to sleep earlier next time. Staying up late can seriously bring out negative emotions. Btw, seeing how you changed your profile pic from Nanachi to Reg, it looks like you are going for a more proactive stance?
        Apr 20, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        @Homulilly It’s more like I wish I could be a survivor instead of a victim. But my attempts to change my life around have met only failures so far.
        Apr 20, 2022
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      4. tree
        tree
        @Markness.....The last two words of that comment are good. 'so far'....That's like saying 'not yet'...which leaves hope for the future.
        Apr 20, 2022
    2. Markness
      Markness
      I wish I could talk to my future self.
      1. tree
        tree
        I wish you could talk to your present self without telling him those non-rational stories.
        Apr 19, 2022
    3. Markness
      Markness
      I wish I had a lover to cuddle with on unhappy nights.
      1. Metalhead
        Metalhead
        I won’t be a lover, but you can come over for chili dogs and movies.
        Apr 19, 2022
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    4. Markness
      Markness
      I honestly sometimes want a cure for autism. I feel like it’s the only thing that can help me.
      1. tree
        tree
        It's probably not the only thing.
        Apr 19, 2022
    5. Markness
      Markness
      I feel like the autism community hates men who are single.
      1. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        The male side of the autism community is mostly made of single men--Course if you fall in love, it's not about the community, it is about you & the girl. The "community" you've been looking for.
        Apr 19, 2022
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      2. Slim Jim
        Slim Jim
        It rained today. But I don't feel like the clouds hate me.
        Apr 19, 2022
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    6. Markness
      Markness
      Should I take up smoking and drinking to finally fit in?
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      2. tree
        tree
        Are you fascinated by people who'd require smoking and drinking as elements necessary for hanging out together?
        Apr 19, 2022
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      3. Markness
        Markness
        I wouldn’t say fascinating. I am just baffled at how I was constantly told not to do those things by authority figures and family members yet I was bullied and ostracized.
        Apr 19, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        I don't see any connection between those situations.
        Apr 19, 2022
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    7. Markness
      Markness
      Should I keep posting or just disappear?
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      3. Shaddock
        Shaddock
        @crewlucaa_ if you mean me, I have to say: thank you very much! I rarely read other threads and just say my own opinion and which comes to my mind. but I am glad that you like it : ) you are very friendly too and I am sure that you are a really good person, even without really knowing you.
        Apr 19, 2022
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      4. Shaddock
        Shaddock
        you and many others here are a gift for humanity. you make this dark world a bit more colourful and bright.
        Apr 19, 2022
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      5. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Yes, I meant you, @Shaddock :) And thank you for your kindness!
        Apr 19, 2022
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    8. Markness
      Markness
      I finally got the blood tests scheduled.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        Tomorrow.
        Apr 19, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        Fasting?
        Apr 19, 2022
      4. Markness
        Markness
        Not this time.
        Apr 19, 2022
    9. Markness
      Markness
      My parents being doctors made me get bullied, even to this day.
      1. tree
        tree
        How does that work?
        Apr 18, 2022
      2. Forest Cat
        Forest Cat
        If someone bullies you because your parents are doctors, they are idiots. Don't listen to idiots, don't let it get to you so much. People say crazy things all the time, the trick is to not listen to them.
        Apr 18, 2022
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      3. Markness
        Markness
        @tree I am perceived to be a “rich kid” who thinks he’s better than everyone. They’ll also make snide remarks and don’t believe me when I struggle with money.
        Apr 18, 2022
    10. Markness
      Markness
      Before I slept last night, my mind brought up how I will die one day.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        @UberScout I’ve tried some CBD products before and Delta 8 is illegal in my state.
        Apr 18, 2022
      3. UberScout
        UberScout
        Hmm. That is quite the puzzle...
        Apr 18, 2022
      4. Markness
        Markness
        Texas is largely backwards and we have a dingbat of a governor who caters to people stuck in the past.
        Apr 18, 2022
    11. Markness
      Markness
      I think I am going to only use PMs for the foreseeable future.
      1. tree
        tree
        That was a very short future. You've started two threads since you speculated that you'd be using only PMs for a while.
        Apr 18, 2022
      2. Markness
        Markness
        I might change my mind.
        Apr 18, 2022
      3. tree
        tree
        That's true. You have the ability to do that.
        Apr 18, 2022
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    12. Markness
      Markness
      Why didn’t my dreams come true? Does the universe want me to suffer until I die?
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      2. UberScout
        UberScout
        The universe neither loves us nor does it hate us. It just watches over us, guiding us to the safest places it can find.
        Apr 16, 2022
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      3. Slim Jim
        Slim Jim
        You had expectations. Those expectations , commonly referred to as "dreams," I guess because of the illusory nature of such expectations. When they failed to materialize. You felt suffering. Then you projected this suffering onto the Universe. Then you catastrophized this feeling. Hence the existential persecutory nature of this feeling. Hopefully this explanation clarifies matters. Somewhat.
        Apr 16, 2022
      4. Slim Jim
        Slim Jim
        Mr. Young God... Hah. Funny name. I'm 33 also. It's good to be young. Even though I consider myself old. Kinda.
        Apr 16, 2022
    13. Markness
      Markness
      I called the number I was given to schedule a blood test but only got a repetitive robot call that didn’t give me the option to do so.
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      2. tree
        tree
        Do you know the hours/days for this place? It is Saturday today, and Easter weekend.
        Apr 16, 2022
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      3. Markness
        Markness
        Their site said they were open today. The robot call said they were open for walk ins but I don’t see why no one would’ve been unable to answer a phone call.
        Apr 16, 2022
      4. tree
        tree
        How many times did you try calling them today?
        Apr 16, 2022
    14. Markness
      Markness
      I don’t like Friday nights when I am broke and I can’t go to Austin.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        My area is very empty unless you like handegg (American football) and drinking as well as smoking at the dumpy pool halls and sports bars. Both those venues also don’t like heavy metal music generally and usually cater to country, rap, pop, and radio rock fans.
        Apr 15, 2022
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      3. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Handegg. Never heard that one before. Lol!
        Apr 15, 2022
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      4. Markness
        Markness
        That’s because the object in that game resembles an egg instead of a ball. Hands are also used more than feet in it.
        Apr 15, 2022
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    15. Markness
      Markness
      My energy level is dropping. I really need to get that blood test for my testosterone.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        The weather is also currently poor in Texas.

        How would that help?
        Apr 15, 2022
      3. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        Best case scenario you either meet gardeners' daughters or some other alternative type folks from in town & at least ask some girls out. Getting turned down by a live woman is better than getting turned down by your mom's voice in your subconsious
        Apr 15, 2022
      4. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        You might even hit it off with one of them--or more; then you got lots of friends.
        Apr 15, 2022
    16. Markness
      Markness
      Someone who rejected me told me the guy she chose was Christian and that made him preferable.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        Apr 15, 2022
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      3. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        I got the Covid vaccine which was a dealbreaker for some ultra-religious girls; oh well--not like I'm marrying someone who now thinks I'm a cyborg. Best thing to do is laugh about it.
        Apr 15, 2022
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      4. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        Rejection hurts--doesn't mean I didn't go throw up in the toilet because of stress--but humor and resilience go a long, long ways!
        Apr 15, 2022
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    17. Markness
      Markness
      The library got a bomb threat.
      1. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Wow. Who hates the library? Maybe someone who got kicked off a porn site.;)
        Apr 14, 2022
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    18. Markness
      Markness
      I think my psych meds are making me sleepy in the morning.
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      2. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Coffee, or sports drinks?
        Apr 14, 2022
      3. Markness
        Markness
        I drank some blended coffe before lunch.
        Apr 14, 2022
    19. Markness
      Markness
      Another tornado is close to my area.
      1. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Stay safe!
        Apr 12, 2022
    20. Markness
      Markness
      I am worthy of love and I want to prove my detractors wrong.
      1. Atrapa Almas
        Atrapa Almas
        Wish you good luck!
        Apr 12, 2022
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      2. Aspychata
        Aspychata
        Yes. You are worthy. So glad you are here among us. You broke thru the BS.
        Apr 12, 2022
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Aug 5, 1988 (Age: 33)
    Diagnosis Status:
    Aspergers Syndrome - Officially Diagnosed
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