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crewlucaa_
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crewlucaa_

blissful soul, wild heart, Female, 27

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My parents are starting to admit how much they actually resent me because of my autism and how much they had to do for me growing up. :( Jul 2, 2022 at 4:05 PM

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    1. Streetwise
      Streetwise
      reguarding suffering the will to live is incredibly strong whatever an entity suffers it's will to exist is stronger that is not down playing in anyway the suffering that it experiences, I have experienced different types of suffering but I have no control over the will to live
      1. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        I’m doing ok Streetwise, thanks :) Hope you’re doing ok too.
        Jan 22, 2022
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    2. Streetwise
      Streetwise
      @crewlucaa_ if you tried to have plastic surgery ,you will have to have mandatory counselling first, this is regarding breast reduction surgery , and is not in the category of being a baby,you will be anaesthetised which will paralyse you, that has nothing to do with being a baby.
      1. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        I meant I was being immature about putting it off… but it’s not for aesthetic purposes, I actually have breasts that are way too large and causing issues.
        Jan 22, 2022
    3. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Just woke up to a snowstorm! Yay! :)
      1. maycontainthunder
        maycontainthunder
        I'm jealous. All we get here is a couple of inches which is gone in a day!
        Jan 22, 2022
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Aww :( You’re in the UK, right? From what I’ve heard from others it doesn’t seem to snow a lot there. Where I live we often have below-freezing temperatures in the winter and it snows fairly often. I’ll try to upload some photos later!
        Jan 22, 2022
      3. maycontainthunder
        maycontainthunder
        Look forward to it! Don't forget the pics of your dogs looking for the 'ball' you threw that they can't find....
        Jan 22, 2022
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    4. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      After I’ve been working on it for the past few weeks, I feel like my mental health is better than ever and I feel genuinely happy :)
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      2. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        Well, now that's some welcome news! Glad to hear it.
        Jan 21, 2022
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    5. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Service dog training class went really well! :) Kodi was the best behaved dog in the class. The instructor even used her as an example!
      1. Flown, watersprite, Aneka and 4 others like this.
    6. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      I’m watching a beautiful nature documentary about Portugal :) :)
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      3. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        It’s on National Geographic (Disney+) and it’s called “Wild Portugal” :)
        Jan 21, 2022
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      4. Flown
        Flown
        Thank you!
        Jan 21, 2022
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      5. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        You’re welcome! Hope you enjoy it ! :)
        Jan 21, 2022
    7. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Having the worst stomach pain I’ve ever had in my life and wondering if it’s worth going to the ER for what feels like the 1000th time :(
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        That’s a good idea, @tree . I think I’ll start writing it down :)
        Jan 19, 2022
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      3. tree
        tree
        I got in the habit of this when I had goats. Vet said she appreciated the record keeping. Figured out how useful it was for me, the human, to do the same for myself, because I could see the pattern.
        Jan 19, 2022
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      4. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        That’s so cool that you had goats!!
        Jan 19, 2022
    8. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Enzo (Pointer dog) had been scaring the neighborhood kids. We’ve been working on it. His new best friend is a little girl :)
      1. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        "See, Enzo? Friends. Not flightless birds."
        Good luck training him and good luck with the neighborhood!
        Jan 18, 2022
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    9. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Sorry I keep derailing threads :(
      1. Loren
        Loren
        I think we all do, from time to time. It's, absolutely, fine. :)
        Jan 18, 2022
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        Jan 18, 2022
      3. Flown
        Flown
        I have the same issue, and I rarely realize I'm doing it. Autism + ADHD tends to increase that tendency :)
        Jan 19, 2022
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    10. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      First night I’ve slept well in almost a month :) I feel so much less ill now.
      1. Loren, Gerontius and phantom like this.
      2. Gerontius
        Gerontius
        Keep doing this; it's about the only thing that helps!
        Jan 17, 2022
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    11. Roxiee
      Roxiee
      Heya!
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        That’s awesome! I don’t know a lot of people with the same birthday. I’m 27.
        I’m doing ok, how are you?
        Jan 16, 2022
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      3. Roxiee
        Roxiee
        I'm good! I never find anyone either, but we're close!!
        Jan 16, 2022
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      4. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Lately I usually stick to the off-topic threads on here, that’s where I hang out with friends and post photos and stuff :) It’s fun!! I get overwhelmed with the serious threads sometimes.
        Jan 16, 2022
    12. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      I have definitely let myself go. But worrying about my weight doesn’t help my mental health, which is already suffering :/
      1. Flown
        Flown
        *hugs* Be gentle with yourself, friend. Society has programmed many of us to believe that we need to fit within a certain size range to be a valuable member of society, and it absolutely disgusts me. Low weight does not necessarily equal good health. Low BMI does not necessarily equal good health.

        Are you in need of any guidance or advice?
        Jan 19, 2022
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        I think I’ll be ok. *hugs* I don’t think I look that bad, it’s more just the comments I get that are upsetting. I’ve been trying to eat better.
        Jan 19, 2022
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    13. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      I've realized how lonely I actually am :( Now I'm wishing I had someone else to share my space with and help me with things.
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      2. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Both of you have me to talk to anytime :) I know it’s not the same as in-person support though. I wish I could make friends irl as easily as I do on here :( Most non-autistic people find me really weird and annoying. :/
        Jan 15, 2022
      3. Metalhead
        Metalhead
        You can always visit me anytime you feel like playing Xbox or watching movies.
        Jan 15, 2022
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      4. watersprite
        watersprite
        you’re not the only one in that, I feel the same.
        Jan 15, 2022
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    14. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Will get to those messages tonight, sorry everyone :( I’m up late editing a video anyways.
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      2. Markness
        Markness
        I wish I knew how to edit videos.
        Jan 15, 2022
      3. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        It’s more frustrating than fun lol… but you can download a free software I use called OpenShot video editor that can help you get started :)
        Jan 15, 2022
    15. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Trying to work on replying to messages. I’m not ignoring anyone :) Just busy today and trying to balance posting/replying.
    16. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      I was inspired by one of my posts that I should make a thread sometime of photos of my dog training/grooming (and cat) clients :)
    17. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Taking my dogs to run in the woods in the morning. It’s a cool park with a lot of big rocks/hills too. And a lot of tall grassy fields :)
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    18. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      I just caught *someone* attempting to have intercourse with my favorite pillow. He will be getting exactly zero treats tonight.
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      3. Tom
        Tom
        Oh... Maybe it's just his favorite too. An extra treat I'd say! ;)
        Jan 12, 2022
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      4. Skittlebisquit
        Skittlebisquit
        Thank you, I was feeling down, now I'm all giggly
        Jan 12, 2022
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      5. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Glad I made you guys smile :) Dogs are silly lol
        Jan 12, 2022
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    19. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Just took my dogs for a walk and a new person who lives down the street has a huge Doberman who tried to attack us. Training is important!!
      1. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        Not saying anything bad about Dobermans either, I used to have some. But mine were trained!!!
        >:(
        Jan 11, 2022
    20. crewlucaa_
      crewlucaa_
      Starting to feel like maybe I shouldn’t be wasting everyone’s time :(
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      3. Yeshuasdaughter
        Yeshuasdaughter
        If anything, I'd like to see you post more on here. I really enjoy reading what you have to say.
        Jan 11, 2022
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      4. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
        @tree Everywhere :/ I know people generally like me here, I just feel like I’m annoying. It’s hard to get over old feelings of people constantly calling me annoying. No one said anything, it’s just a fear I have. Probably irrational…
        Jan 11, 2022
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      5. crewlucaa_
        crewlucaa_
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Oct 10, 1994 (Age: 27)
    Diagnosis Status:
    Aspergers Syndrome - Officially Diagnosed