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Aunty Autie

Aunty Autie

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  • Aunty Autie
    2 minutes walk away from the hardware store. Bottle of nitrogen and a plastic bag and it's gone girl.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Medical treatment plan? I am so confused. Lol
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I guess... A doctor did come up with the exit bag. Could be seen as a medical treatment. Dr Nietzsche or something close to the German philosophers name
    Aunty Autie
    I'm in a bad way today...
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    This depressive episode is horrible. It's coming in massive waves. Like on the verge of suicide, calm myself down, then another wave hits and another. I should have called Paige (my secondary support worker on Rachel's day off) but I don't like people to worry... It's past 5pm now anyway. I think I should be in respite
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
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    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    Instagram has got me to add disabled in things I'm looking for in a cat. I want a kitty now! I need the company! Why do I make promises to myself like wait till December
    Aunty Autie
    I feel really isolated, really sad. I want to switch of my existing. Thinking about buying drugs, blowing my brains out. But that'll never last. Uber depressed and defeated. Probably regular depressed and over exaggerating. They say misery loves company but nobodies here
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Because I had swiped a small little chunk of it with some ninja technique I had learned long ago, although, I did not know that it WASN'T WEED.

    And I added it with some actual weed into my bowl, lit it and smoked it the same way I always do: pulling like Kirby can with his ability to inhale.

    I was able to literally, physically feel myself leaving my own body. Hell is not a place I ever want to see again.
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I'm not sure @UberScout my brains wired in such a way that it cannot tolerate cannabis at all... So I do not understand delta 8
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Please be careful. Please be wise. Please be safe.
    Aunty Autie
    It's the same optimist Vs pessimist split personality debate every damn time I hope in the shower. People are horrible Vs People are wonderful. Every time!!!
    Aunty Autie
    Boys and their sports! Woke up to my friend sending me videos of him taking shots at frisbee golf :D I thought it was cute, he wanted to show off to someone. ^-^ I've never understood sports
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    Neither do I understand team or pro sports. Personal pursuits are what I get. Two that I do I have put the time and practice to mitigate significant risk; whitewater open canoe up to Class 4 and SCUBA in overhead environments, wrecks and caves. Here is a pic of a friend and I side surfing a strong hydraulic feature, I'm in the bow.
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    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I think I would enjoy doing those things. I've been bungy jumping off the sky tower. That was fantastic
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    192 meters. That must be thrilling! Yet, it would scare me relying on equipment rather than on my skills.
    Aunty Autie
    On Instagram... A bunch of auties bullying aspies calling them Nazis... Fighting within our own ranks. Telling people off for calling themselves high functioning. It's an influencer brainwashed by another influencer causing chaos. I don't have time for this crud.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    Never wrestle with a pig because you'll both get dirty and the pig likes it.
    Aunty Autie
    A pair of cows were talking in the field. One says, “Have you heard about the mad cow disease that’s going around?”

    “Yeah,” the other cow says. “Makes me glad I’m a penguin"
    Aunty Autie
    My neighbour is a prostitute and I'm jealous. My best friend is too... I can't do it because I have meltdowns. I want some sexy attention and some cuddles and money to buy an ice cream sundae. My pills make me want stuff... I'm not used to...
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    I don't think you should be jealous of that, it sounds like a horrible job. And dangerous. There are better ways to get attention and money.
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I just watch my friends so all these things I can't do and they're always bragging about it, trying to encourage me to do it... It makes me sad
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    Why? I don't understand. I think all you would learn is that intimacy is only transactional. As a lonely young man, I was never noticed by women though (as things turned out) I had considerable potential to offer a romantic partner. I would have felt used if intimacy came with a price tag knowing that I was only noticed for my money. Maybe my view is stupid, but I am OK with that.
    Aunty Autie
    This made me smile
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    MildredHubble
    MildredHubble
    I've always thought it was dumb that dresses didn't have pockets. When you look into the history of the why, you just end up shaking your head a lot. I actually think it's even weirder that women's clothes often have false pockets. It's like seriously??? You literally put the pocket right there, why did you stitch it closed?!!
    Aunty Autie
    Someone pointed out I was delulu thinking I could read Theogony. I'm disappointed. It's like midsummer night's dream all over again. Wanted to learn about fairies, can't understand shakespeare. I'm a dummy. Maybe I could get chatGPT to dumb everything down for me. Turn them into little golden books
    Aunty Autie
    Morning thoughts: Non binary people are trying to crash the matrix. I should try to help out. I'm too attached to being a lady though. I'm weak. I'll just cheer them on from the sidelines
    Aunty Autie
    Had a weird DID psychosis episode today. It was hilarious though. Just an inside joke with my alters where we 1 upped the m with m! And there was the girl in her van with her dog pulling over to pick up the other girl, I think she was me. God I wish I could tell the story... it's the funniest thing in the world
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I wish I could write about the m. It's a butterfly effect type of thing, a singularity that causes a chain reaction and if I could explain it, it would explain how split personalities are formed I think. The story is Xrated though
    Aunty Autie
    I haven't been a big fan of my personality the last few days. I've been negative and bitter. It's not really me
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    Feeling negative is just a valid part of you as any other. Attaching shame or guilt over how you feel only compounds the negative vibes.
    Gerald Wilgus
    Gerald Wilgus
    You get a pass here. A couple of years ago I frequently felt bitter when triggered to inhabit the mind of my younger self. No longer. Cognitive Processing Therapy helped me overcome that.
    Aunty Autie
    I love satire. It's nice to have one thing that is definitely not an autistic thing
    Aunty Autie
    Aunty Autie
    I mean seriously... Even the way I like my steak is seen as a sensory thing, my favourite colour orange/yellow is the autistic flag. Glad to have one thing that's a me thing


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    Kisa the tea
    Kisa the tea
    tree
    tree
    I know it's the Onion, but this is not so dis-similar to how I think of the
    Y and J books that I read.
    Aunty Autie
    I still feel like I don't belong. It's a sadness... I feel like a weirdo here... The dummy who struggles reading more than 6 or 7 sentences
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    maycontainthunder
    maycontainthunder
    I don't think you are a weirdo @Aunty Autie . I don't think you are dumb either. That feeling of belonging is elusive to all of us. Letting the feelings of doubt cloud your mind will cause you to bounce around all manner of social media platforms. Stay a while and you'll find people will open up to you, some of us take a while to get to this stage.
    Judge
    Judge
    Many of us have had such a feeling all our lives. As if life was something on the inside that we can only view from the outside.
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    old dog 16
    I've been on the wrong track all my life. The right one is real close, but I'm still off.
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