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  • I am so used to keeping my problems to myself even writing things here seems strange sometimes. But when i keep things to myself it seems like my problems aren't even real, they don't even exist
    I am ashamed of myself everyday at work. It requires too much responsibility and i keep making mistakes
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I know, thank you for saying that anyway. Sometimes i feel like i have no value whatsoever apart from the job i do.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry you're feeling down about this. You hold a job. That is the definition of success. There are some people that can't do this. I can hold jobs but l would rather quit then put up with rude co-workers. I make mistakes too. Nobody is perfect.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thank you so much, i am also proud of myself for lasting this long. It will be a year soon!
    Just wish people would appreciate how hard i try.
    Yes i already know i am dumb, No i can't just quit work even though i am. Because no one believes me when i say i cannot work, they all think i am so smart. I am so tired from thinking about this stuff so much.
    I am not adult enough for all this
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Just want more time to sleep& chill out before Monday comes
    My mom can walk now with a walking stick. We are still being careful not to leave her alone in case she gets dizzy
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I am planning to take one or two days off work again this week.
    Went to an event that is compulsory to attend for me. Needless to say, i escaped right after. Too many people too much noise and it reminds me of school too much
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Pros: I also met with my friend, and talked about some stupid mindless stuff. I am glad to have someone i can be a child with
    Made a Major mistake at work, i basically misunderstood the situation while trying to understand on my own by researching. I don't care as much as i expected though.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    There is something freeing about giving up, about understanding your limitations and those of your environment. I was never meant to work in this field, thats all
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Not caring can be a good concept from anxiety.
    Taking tomorrow off from my job bc my mom still can't get up on her own.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I don't know how much more i will be able to keep this job anyhow. I am Just not smart enough and every job will be temporary for me
    Felt like exploding at work today. I got scared. Thankfully i got my therapy appointment soon
    My mom is ill with vertigo. I want to visit her but i can't drive.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I feel angry.
    D
    Duna
    Same here: mom with vertigo and my car broke down yesterday.
    Wow, what a coincidence
    Best wishes for you and your mom.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Thank you very much. I hope both our Mothers get well soon.
    Sometimes i feel so anxious it just turns to despair. I can't hande the anxiety so its better to give up
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Yes i know thoughts are not real. But sometimes it feels like they are and i am Just deluding myself by telling myself otherwise. I do try to be positive but it feels like i am not worthy of thinking positive and inherently a bad and disgusting person.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Objectively i know i am not but this feeling is always around the corner it never disappears compeltely
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I'll tell you what you need to do. Get yourself a nice pen, a writing pad, and take your thoughts and write them into a story.
    Lately i have been feeling annoyed and frustrated all the time. I am also constantly jealous of other people.
    Woke up feeling a bit numb and emotionless.
    I think i need to strengthen my spiritual side a bit more.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    I can feel happy by mundane things but it seems meaningless sometimes. I feel like people are living more meaningful lives than me but who knows if this is true.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    But why measure yourself with someone else? My meaningful life is surviving. And finding those mundane random shots of happiness. :)
    AprilR
    AprilR
    That's true, surviving should be enough especially when there are people who don't have it as easy as us.
    Had a great session with my therapist today. I was able to talk about some stuff i didn't mention before
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Mine was done by phone because it was raining but mine was good too.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Nice, i used to have calls with my therapist too during the beginning of the pandemic
    I went out with my friend this weekend. Made me feel less alone and feel like i can survive even if i lose this job
    I don't want to be an adult anymore. I hate this
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    What happened? Take some deep deep breaths.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Too much responsibility at work, people expecting too much from me.
    Random guy i met at the tram stop asked my name and my social media. Creepy.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My name is mind your own biswax dude. Sorry AprilR
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Run like the wind. Or a river in spring. I have heard that story many times, unknown man asks random women on the street for their social media profiles. Nothing good ever came from it I think.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Creepy. Just say you don't have one. Stay safe. 250,000 woman go missing in US.
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