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To tell my psych.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose my only friend but i dont want to lose the person in my heart either. I still love him want to be with him after i die. But i don't want to hurt her. I want to make both of them happy. And i know i am not able to be in a relationship with him. Even if we met again i know i am not good with relationships, if we somehow break up i wouldn't be able to go on with my life.
I am fighting hard to live everyday, he is giving me strength but now even thinking of him makes me feel guilty.
I will have to discuss all this with my psychiatrist.


Stay with the one you love, for some reason people think that if they run away everything will get better, but I challenge you to stay and confront your problems head on. Running away won't solve or change anything. It sounds like you might have to tell him what you want to be happier together. Remember your partner cannot read your mind, nor you his. You have to speak and tell each other what you want so both will be happy together, if not it will not work. Good luck!

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