I keep dreaming of a world in which i am accepted as i am. Like i tell my (non existent) friends and family, i am like this because of autism and they go "it must have been hard to hide and adapt for so long, you don't have to push yourself or try so hard anymore. We will be with you"
It will never happen. This world is hardship upon hardship with no support or help anywhere, no safe space anywhere. I am only surviving, not living. I don't even feel sadness anymore, i am just numb and emotionless. Like a doll who has been abused so much i can't afford any feeling anymore
It will never happen. This world is hardship upon hardship with no support or help anywhere, no safe space anywhere. I am only surviving, not living. I don't even feel sadness anymore, i am just numb and emotionless. Like a doll who has been abused so much i can't afford any feeling anymore
