Hello all! Whoever sees this first please feel free to post. Today's topic: sex, drugs, and rock and roll. We'll do sex first. Dating has always been hard for me because I really don't know how to just be with a woman. In my past, I have 4 ex girlfriends. The woman I'm seeing now may be #5.
Things always get weird around the topic of sexual intimacy. My last gf dumped me because I wanted her to deflower me and she didn't want a sexual relationship at all. She was very religious but from a really practical standpt. she said she "never felt the earth move." Another woman, who was into bondage, rejected me because she didn't think I could hang with her.
So now my current gf. Yes, she deflowered me and it was quite an intense experience but now she has revealed to me that she is a swinger and likes multiple partners sometimes at the same time.
Moving on. Drugs. In the past I have drank and used marijuana. Not recently but my current emotional problems because of the previous topic make me want to start drinking and start getting high.
Rock and Roll. I find so much solace in music lately. today I listened to REM. My fave current bands are Coldplay, Maroon 5, Katy Perry, and taylor swift. and yes because I am now in a relationship I even like love songs. Anyway, that is what I'm going through right now.
Things always get weird around the topic of sexual intimacy. My last gf dumped me because I wanted her to deflower me and she didn't want a sexual relationship at all. She was very religious but from a really practical standpt. she said she "never felt the earth move." Another woman, who was into bondage, rejected me because she didn't think I could hang with her.
So now my current gf. Yes, she deflowered me and it was quite an intense experience but now she has revealed to me that she is a swinger and likes multiple partners sometimes at the same time.
Moving on. Drugs. In the past I have drank and used marijuana. Not recently but my current emotional problems because of the previous topic make me want to start drinking and start getting high.
Rock and Roll. I find so much solace in music lately. today I listened to REM. My fave current bands are Coldplay, Maroon 5, Katy Perry, and taylor swift. and yes because I am now in a relationship I even like love songs. Anyway, that is what I'm going through right now.
