s c h o o l

For some odd reason, I have a strange sense of object permanence. In this case, if I can't immediately see a deadline (2-3 days depending on what it is), it just doesn't exist for me. Because of this, I'll have random moments where I remember that school is starting next week for me. This makes me anxious because a recent falling out with a friend has left my social circle crumbling. A lot of my routine was based around them, but I suppose it's best to try and make a new one. I'm almost certain that the first week or so will pass in a haze that I won't remember later, and I doubt I'll make any new friends. I would like to join a new club, but most either don't interest me or I'm in them already. Ugh, I'm not even in school yet and I'm already tired and stressed thinking about it! Here's to hoping that a kid talks to me first, because I know for a fact that I won't initiate anything.