Preparing for another onslaught of stressors

Do you think there will ever come a time when we can all just take it easy and enjoy life for more than a day? Not me, with all the thoughts that go on in my supercharged v8 engine I call a brain lately. I've taken a 3-day break from my assignments to give me time to recover and not break down crying from working myself too hard again. Today even with no one to talk to I worked from about 6:45 to almost 10 on assignments to make up for the time I lost. Some days I feel so darn lonely, I wish that lightning strike that almost killed me 6 years ago actually did so I would feel something other than depression and brief euphoria. As I prepare to put on my brave face again to face another set of problems this week I hope I can find more friends on campus to hang out with and keep my depression at bay.