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There is someone i like, and it makes it harder to move to another city. Although i have applied to a lot of Jobs and have had no response so far. Living in another city without support is scary.

And the person i like, i don't even know what to think about him. He has qualities i admire, which i can't say about most of the People.
If i stay here, would it be good if maybe we had a relationship? But i dont think i would make a good partner and i dont even know what he thinks about me.

I don't want to be a selfish person and stay Just bc of a silly crush, bc i need money. My parents are retired and i need to support them, and in a bigger city i would have more oppurtunities for that. But what if i can't find anyone, not even make a single friend there?

Decisions are so hard. And i am so exhausted. So confused

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