This week I'm pet sitting for the daughter of my mom's friend. She's about 10 years older than me, so her life is pretty well-established. I'm technically allergic to cats and dogs, of which she has both, but not enough where that would stop me from being around them. So, I get to stay in a cute house by myself and live with a chill dog and a goofy 5-month old cat. I've always wanted a cat, but never really got the chance to be around them, as my allergy used to be slightly worse and I didn't have medication. But, it makes me very happy 
I don't know if it's the solitude, or living my dream of being around a cat, or just that I need to be more reliable for the animals. But, I've been able to follow a shadow of a routine for several days in a row. And, honestly, I feel pretty great. I've been showering, journaling as my psychiatrist recommended, eating at appropriate times when I need to, and going to sleep/waking up at a reasonable hour.
I'm definitely ready to go back to my house, but I think I'd prefer living alone (or at least just with my partner). I don't like existing in the same spaces as other people when they're around. It makes me really nervous.
Anyway, I'm really proud of myself
I don't know if it's the solitude, or living my dream of being around a cat, or just that I need to be more reliable for the animals. But, I've been able to follow a shadow of a routine for several days in a row. And, honestly, I feel pretty great. I've been showering, journaling as my psychiatrist recommended, eating at appropriate times when I need to, and going to sleep/waking up at a reasonable hour.
I'm definitely ready to go back to my house, but I think I'd prefer living alone (or at least just with my partner). I don't like existing in the same spaces as other people when they're around. It makes me really nervous.
Anyway, I'm really proud of myself
