Reason why antibiotics haven't affected the biggest issues: it's viral.
They think pharyngoconjunctival fever, plus respiratory [not sure] and so now I have bronchitis [as well]. The thing that may have been bacterial could have been sinus infection- I'm no longer getting reddishbrown when i blow my nose but still blowing nose and everything else.
I'm really not in a good place because yet again I'm sick and so can't take care of anything else going on in my life- like looking for a new place to live. I can send out responses to ads and such and hoping that like, one or two of those will be super promising and in a couple weeks I can go look. But I can't really look that much and that makes it REALLY hard to find a place.
And our landlord suddenly morphed into this "petulant and nasty" [<--- other roommate said this] 10 year old who completely reversed what seemed to be her desire to keep us in the apartment. She also is offering no explanation. She also messed up book keeping on my security deposit... so overall this is a lot of "fun".
I don't feel good in pretty much any way. I will, but I don't now. It's important for me to be able to express that so if people don't want to read it they can simply not.
The thing going for me is my hair. Which sounds really dumb. But having this bright "unnatural" and "funky" hair helps me to be a bit more relaxed because it automatically injects fun and a sense of lightheartedness into my day.
At the root it's not about other people noticing, it's really about me and what it does for me. Ofcourse, I won't turn down a compliment
anyway. That's that.
They think pharyngoconjunctival fever, plus respiratory [not sure] and so now I have bronchitis [as well]. The thing that may have been bacterial could have been sinus infection- I'm no longer getting reddishbrown when i blow my nose but still blowing nose and everything else.
I'm really not in a good place because yet again I'm sick and so can't take care of anything else going on in my life- like looking for a new place to live. I can send out responses to ads and such and hoping that like, one or two of those will be super promising and in a couple weeks I can go look. But I can't really look that much and that makes it REALLY hard to find a place.
And our landlord suddenly morphed into this "petulant and nasty" [<--- other roommate said this] 10 year old who completely reversed what seemed to be her desire to keep us in the apartment. She also is offering no explanation. She also messed up book keeping on my security deposit... so overall this is a lot of "fun".
I don't feel good in pretty much any way. I will, but I don't now. It's important for me to be able to express that so if people don't want to read it they can simply not.
The thing going for me is my hair. Which sounds really dumb. But having this bright "unnatural" and "funky" hair helps me to be a bit more relaxed because it automatically injects fun and a sense of lightheartedness into my day.
At the root it's not about other people noticing, it's really about me and what it does for me. Ofcourse, I won't turn down a compliment

anyway. That's that.